{"id":198,"date":"2022-07-27T16:17:00","date_gmt":"2022-07-27T06:17:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/?p=198"},"modified":"2022-08-03T16:18:14","modified_gmt":"2022-08-03T06:18:14","slug":"underdog","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/?p=198","title":{"rendered":"underdog"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>i have this habit of taking bugs that i find inside, back outside. i&#8217;ve done it for as long as i can remember. even spiders, despite my arachnophobia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i&#8217;ll try to take cockroaches and crickets outside too, despite the microsetae on their legs kicking my panic reflex into high gear. i always try to pick them up with something like a piece of paper, but it&#8217;s not always possible, so sometimes i have to handle them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i&#8217;ve thought for a long while about why i do this. at first i figured it was just a matter of cleanliness. but i realised most other people just spray or squish, clean up and move on. so i guess i&#8217;m the odd one out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so. why? why bother?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>two reasons. one, there&#8217;s enough suffering in the world without me adding to it. yes, a bug dying still counts as suffering.<br>two, it&#8217;s surely hard enough to be an insect without having to compete with the &#8216;top of the food chain&#8217;. they want the same basic things i want, that being food, shelter and safety. i imagine it&#8217;s hard work to get those things as a bug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>everyone loves a good underdog story. seems like i&#8217;m no exception.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>She asks me to kill the spider.<br>Instead, I get the most<br>peaceful weapons I can find.<\/p><p>I take a cup and a napkin.<br>I catch the spider, put it outside<br>and allow it to walk away.<\/p><p>If I am ever caught in the wrong place<br>at the wrong time, just being alive<br>and not bothering anyone,<\/p><p>I hope I am greeted<br>with the same kind<br>of mercy.<\/p><cite>Rudy Francisco<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i have this habit of taking bugs that i find inside, back outside. i&#8217;ve done it for as long as&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-198","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","category-musings","wpcat-2-id","wpcat-4-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/198","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=198"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/198\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":218,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/198\/revisions\/218"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=198"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=198"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=198"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}