{"id":23,"date":"2019-12-01T21:29:17","date_gmt":"2019-12-01T10:29:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/?p=23"},"modified":"2019-12-01T21:29:53","modified_gmt":"2019-12-01T10:29:53","slug":"space","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/?p=23","title":{"rendered":"space"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap\">i feel so trapped. the house is so small. i don&#8217;t have any space to myself. when i try to spread out and put things where i&#8217;d like them i get minimised and shoved into corners.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>we took everything out of the roof today and now the rooms are full of more stuff. boxes and boxes and boxes and bags and more bags. of just. stuff.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>there is dust everywhere and everything is messy and i am sore. i am stifled. i need space.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i need to be alone. i want to feel like i am a part of my own environment. and currently i do not. the only thing that really feels mine is my room, and even then it&#8217;s full of other people&#8217;s stuff&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i need to get out. on a more permanent basis than a day trip. this place is killing me. it&#8217;s like the walls are closing in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>i want space to be myself. i need space to understand myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i feel so trapped. the house is so small. i don&#8217;t have any space to myself. when i try to&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life","wpcat-2-id"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions\/24"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.eiphax.tech\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}